I have been working on this website since the beginning of May I believe. For a while I've had the error page on their, and I would like to admit that there is a secret there. It's something silly, I think. I can't really remember what it's suppoused to be other than a text document. Anyways, my favorite music artists at the moment are Tyler, The Creator, and my favorite song by him is GONE, GONE/ THANK YOU. I am also a musical artist, I go under the name Cadaver, which is what you also call a dead body. I am working on an "official" album. I'm calling it offical because all my other stuff on my Bandlab is kind of sloppy and thrown together, and I want to make an album. I don't want to reveal too much, but it's a darker album, and that it's going to be one of the first album that features lyrics. (And possibly has a few features from my friends.)

Hello, it's been a while since I wrote. Currently it is 12:04 PM as I'm writing this. I have just watched The Perks of Being a Wallflower and I can confirm I sobbed during the end. I might watch again, since I'm thinking of going over to my friend's house tomorrow. I'm making my friend a mixtape on Spotify 'cause his music taste sucks, which was also inspired from wallflower. If ya'll r lucky, I might write sometime in the future. ;D (P.S. The album is still being worked on, im working on the fourth song I think, but the first song is also still in development...? It's complicated.)

Cadaver here, it's been a while since I have written here. A lot has happened. I have started seventh grade, and I am not friends with the person I was talking about in last entry anymore. I had to deal with some person who was harrasing me for a bit, and I have released three EPs on my bandcamp. The album I said I was working on got scrapped and one of the EPs had most of the songs from it on there, but one of the songs from the orignal album got onto one of my newer albums, and one song right now is "unreleased."

Even with all that happening, I am actually working on an ACTUAL album that will ACTUALLY come out and wil NOT be in a series of EPs with one song unacounted for. The album that I am working on right now is called Sun and will be split into two parts. Some of my music tastes right now are Mother Mother, Mindless Self Indulgence, SOPHIE, a few indie people (I really like this one song called Ladyflash by The Go! Team), Will Wood, Rio Romeo, Frank Ocean, Alex G, and Fiona Apple. I started getting back into one of my old fandoms called Dayshift At Freddy's, and this one food I really like right now is this lemon itallian ice from Kwik Trip.

The northwest is beautiful isn't it? :) -Cadaver

Hello, I would like to say I am VERYYYYY excited for the new Tyler album. I really hope one of the trucks pass by where I live, but I doubt that. Also, that album I'm making will not be split into two parts, and it's just gonna have a lot of songs in it. My music taste is the same right now, except I listen That Handsome Devil now and a LOT of Mindless Self Indulgence. Also, scene-core or scene people are kind of mean I figured out. They're also a poser sub-culture of the emo asthetic. And, emo is a poser version of goth! Who knew!!!

Also, yesterday I lost one of my shoes somebody threw them of this ledge in my town, and I went down there and I could only find one. That person also pulled my hair after trying to get on my friends bike while I was taking a break riding it. I learned how to ride a bike, so that's pretty cool!

-Cadaver

Chromakopia eve everyone!!!!!!!!!! I'm really excited, and I can't wait to listen to the whole album tomorow. I also got a new phone since last entry. It was already expected for delivery on the seventeenth, but watever. Also, that song that was "unreleased" on the october fifth entry is gonna' be on my new album. Catch it on Decemmber fourteenth!!!

-Cadaver

Today is All Hallows Eve! BTW, Chromakopia is amazing. I think my favorite track is the one that goes, "I hope you find yourself," in the chorus. But anyways, I'm going as Finn from Adventure Time. Also, did you know that all my websites on Neocities is only a total of two megabytes? I also I got called to the office twice today because something in my search was flagged, and I had to be checked on to make sure I was mentally okay. I might start to vlogs or something as something to put into my CALtolog. Or maybe screen recordings of me making my music.

-Cadaver

So... Trump got elected. That kind of sucks. My school life has been going pretty good still, I'm suppoused to be writing an essay though lol. My friends have been printing out Trump dollars and vandalising them as in a sort of protest. I think it's quite funny, because they make him look like a oompa loompa. I feel bad for all of the trans people out there, I'm non-binary myself but I'm not sure if i'm affected by what Trump will bring into law because I don't take any Testosterone or Estrogen, but I hope trans people will still be given medical care in all states, and if they can't be given medical care in all states, then I hope there is some states in the US that are safe for trans people.

I also feel really bad for women, because they might get the rights to abortion taken away, which is bad because what if children get r*ped and they phiscally can't have the baby? The baby that comes out won't be healthy, and the child with the pregenancy will probably die, which is horrible! I'm just really upset at America, and especially Donald Trump. I don't care if I get put on a watch list or any of that shit, put Trump deserves to be assassinated. He's a stupid, orange, incest insect and rapist.

-Cadaver

Everything kind of sucks right now in the friend group. That's all I'm gonna say. Idk.

I got a new Xbox controller because my old one was kinda' broken. Also, I sent a remix I made to the original artist, and they're gonna post it on their Bandcamp and Spotify on the fifteenth. Their name is Hanahata/2003 Toyota Corrola. The cover art is gonna' look like this.

I also got that one fall out boy song called, "Sugar, we're going down" stuck in my head.

-Cadaver

Today in class, I have finished this book called Speak. I think it was an amazing book, and the author really captures the fear and action in fights and such. It made me feel like I was there right with the main character, or even in the main character's body. I kind of want to watch the movie now, since I read the book.

This week in school, we only have two school days, and Tuesday is going to be an engagement day. An engagement day is kind of like a fun day, where you get to pick three from twenty-nine availble activites. My three are probably going to be, Super Smash Brothers room, card game room, or colouring room. I'm quite excited, but not really because i'd rather be home.

I'm making a magazine, which is think is pretty cool. (CANCLED IT) It's just a magazine about the music I make, and anything my friends want to put on there, and promoting my vlogs on youtube. I also put a featured song thing on there, where I take one of my favorite songs at the time and write the meaning of the song. I'll probably make a new page on my website hosting the (web) magazine. (WRONG I CANCLED IT)

-Cadaver

Hello, it's been a while since I've made an entry on here. I've been thinking of making a band called The Wowie! Owies! or something. I might think of a new name for it. I'm also thinking I might take a break from Cadaver for a bit if I do follow through with The Wowie! Owies! and I might still post on the Cadaver bandcamp page, but it might just be The Wowie! Owies! albums. I also might make a seperate bandcamp page for The Wowie! Owies!

I might ask my friend Lucy to join, and I know some drummers in my grade so maybe I'll ask them. I also need someone who can sing, because I can't really sing, and my friend Lucy says that she doesn't have the greatest singing voice. I should probably get someone who can sing. My neck kind of hurts, and I'm listening to Miracle Musical right now. The song is White Ball. Fourth hour makes me want to kms (NOT REALLY) and the kids in my fourth hour are funny, but they can get kind of annoying. I'll write more later, since my chromebook is about to die and I need to work on my summative. (LOL i didn't finish this post)

-Cadaver

My grandpa has just died. I never even knew him. I only know his voice, and I've only seen his face in old photos. what. the. fuck. I think he was 63 or 64, or somewhere around that range. Apparently, he had been in his bed for a few days, and they could barely identify him. So, yeah. It's also after Christmas, and my mom has to clean out his apartment, and plan the funeral, and call our relatives. I feel bad for her. Both of my mom's parents are dead, and I barely knew both of them. I just kind of find it wild, but I guess that's life.

I got a CD player for a Christmas, Wolf by Tyler, The Creator, Twin Peaks DVD box set, an electric scooter, and a few other things. It kind of haunts me that my grandpa was dead, rotting in his bed for multiple days, while I was playing games and just living life. It's wierd and terrifying in a way. Happy New Years and Happy belated Christmas.

-Alex Herrera, because I believe my stage name is not very customary for this situation.

being thirteen fucking sucks.

-Cadaver

Hello, the previous entry was kind of made because I wasn't in the greatest situation. I feel a bit better tho. Also I'm thirteen if u didn't know, so please don't follow me if you're a creep/over eighteen. I released an EP since the last actual post, (December 30th, 2024) and I'm working on another one called The Ninth, since the ninth project i've released on Bandcamp. Btw if you're reading this go check out my Bandcamp it's cool. I also had an anxiety attack today, which isn't the best feeling in the world, but also not the worst feeling. I might discontinue that magazine I created, cuz I think it's dumb now but that's just me.

I have two followers on my page now, which is cool. I wonder if they're reading this. If anybody is reading this btw, go onto the guestbook in the home page and make a response there. Pwetty pwease :3. Anyways, the music artists I've been listening too a lot have been Will Wood, Panchiko, Lady Gaga, and N.E.R.D. I also read this one beautiful fan fiction about this one fan game I really like. I'll leave a link below. Also, I want to share my favorite image ever.

Fan-Fiction HI IGNORE THIS IF YOU DON'T LIKE FAN-FICS!!!